“The day ahead is a test of your self-assurance. You’ll feel like an actor about to go onstage. The audience is ready and waiting for your appearance. Your heart is beating loudly enough to drown out the band. You feel sick, both physically and psychologically. Do you remain backstage, cursing your lack of self-confidence, or do you draw in a deep breath, muster all your courage, and go onstage, hitting your mark spot on? Look to the day’s square between the Moon and Jupiter to find the answer.”

I think i’ll stay backstage, cursing my lack of self-confidence.

Jeezus CHRIST my brain is a reject I tell you. tick tick tick tick…